Environmental Policy, and cleaning stuff

Transposed from an older blog


Still feeling crap. This is unreal I am never ill, I don't think I've taken a day off work in the last 5 years until yesterday and today.

Start feeling a bit better, so on mission to get something constructive done. Very behind in my studies so decide to ninja first part of course, before writing my first essay.

Am studying DU310: Environmental Policy in an International Context with the Open University. Which is a bit woolly compared to some of my previous courses, and a bit dated, lots of stuff about ozone depletion and the montreal protocol.

However if we can't understand the success's and failures of the past, then we aren't going to succeed much in the future.

But like every student ever, as soon as I start studying I think of other things to do. Isn't it about time the bathroom got cleaned? Maybe I should do the stairs again. arrrgggghhh Why?

I mean I studying for the fun of it, I'm paying for it myself, and I have no interest in achieving anything more than knowing more stuff.

So why at the age of 34, can I not get out of this strange mindset of wanting to do other stuff as soon as I sit down with a textbook.

I think school has a lot to be blamed for.